Saturday, September 26, 2009!
HandWritten on; 12:12 AM
im talking to xianhuan online now! i miss her :( havent talk to her for so long.
i was at the library today, ehh tuesday wednesday also. not forgetting tmr. sighhhh i hate studying omg it really sucksssss i haven studied for like so frigging long???? and now the whole cycle is like repeating itself again. it feels like As again its so goddamn torturous and its even worse cause there's like no motivation for me. and i feel scared to go to school like sch as in lessons as in pharmacy. once next week starts. can you believe it. SCARED. i used to get this feeling in p sch like after a loong holiday or smth when i wave byebye to my mother when i walked into the sch from the gate. i hate this feeling but now in UNI omg its coming back. argh.
tuesday was zh's birthday cele! okay maybe photos another time. and i shld stop saying this and really post some photos. anyway jasmine and i waited till like 11pm for their engin appreciation dinner to end. it was okay la, hope he liked the presents though! so nice la. :):)
OH ystd i went NTU! it was so fun! hahahaha! i met like sooo many people there, randomly. damn coincidental then like all of a sudden everyone's everyone's friend already. damn funny lol. visited meisiew's hall first then met sharon for a little while before i met mieoteng thing and vane to celebrate yijie's birthday! :) then went to mieoteng's hall which is damn nice it feels like really a room in a house kinda thing. makes me feel even more like staying in hallll, arghhh damn :( & thing and i visited shermin and her roomie yangyan! hahaha everyone's so near each other la. we went can 2 for dinner! and i didnt go for tuition. :/ i hate tuition! argh! we all had plans ystd night originally except for vane haha (i had tuition, thing had lesson at SIM, mt the busy woman had meeting + running with her hall mates, yijie had climbing) but in the end all of us cancelled our stuffs with random excuses (hahahha) except for yijie. that CLIMBER. HAHA. okay and i met my neighbour at the canteen who told me she drives. hahaha. then i met siying who was there with her og. then then then we talked until 8plus pm then i met meisiew sharon again then walked back to mt's hall. feel like staying there already. hahaha. then my neighbour fetched mt and vane to mrt and thing and i home, what a nice neighbour! its so coincidental cause she's also from NUS and happened to crash NTU ystd. its SUCH a small world. :)
i really liked the relaxed environment at NTU it feels like a chalet everywhere!! especially at the halls. comparatively, NUS is like always packed with people and busy everywhere. which is what i always preferred actually. but ystd the environment and carefree feeling i got at NTU felt really great. i will be going back there soon! :)
studied with jess last night downstairs omg it really feels like As times already la. was supposed to go study at macs tonight but that dear girl is still at timbre. dontknow what she doing! hahaha. (ps: hi jess i know you'll read this) :) argh tuition tmr. i hatee tuition!!! i hateee studying!!!!!!!!!!! see what i mean by there's no motivation in life at all.